The Varieties of Religious Experience ... I am Yorick. I am a pallbearer. I am holding a hand and I am in The Bull Ring and everything is soft focus and I see murals of men or they may be real men or they may be both real men and men in these murals on the wall in The Bull Ring which is in Birmingham and they're in loose white clothes these men and they may also be women in loose white clothes among the men and they all scare and fascinate me as I grip a hold of the hand for fear I'll be abandoned or not abandoned but lost I suppose, yes, lost, among the market stalls and the legs of people who are shopping with the dreams of zombies and other monsters you see on TV in the 1980s.